Wednesday, June 22
mia okies.. - Wednesday, June 22, 2005
-song i'm listening to: laura pausini - the extra mile.-msn nick at the moment:
k e l - . dancing B A N A N A s and C O C O N U T s. certains tings shouldn't be let go of without a fight. `
-events to look forward to: having fun with damala!!.. haha...
bcos of all e recent stuff tat have been happening.. i find myself in a world i no longer understand.. i admit to being constantly afraid of making mistakes tat i no longer take any risks.. worthwhile or otherwise..have i been too blinded by haterd and anger to see the one gd ting tat is standing rite in front of me?? maybe so.
i'm trying to make e rite decision without jumping in2 it ..i dun wanna work on impluse.. but if i dun, where's e kick in life?? life will soon become so damn boring,won't it?
i'm trying to find desperately for tt silver lining in every cloud.. but at the moment,i see none.. i want to understand why people do the tings they do.. why they feel the wae they feel..
i juz want to lie back and look at wad's been gg on from a different perspective.. i hope 10 yrs fm now i'll look back n laugh abt it all... but in e meantime.. i'm too dazed and confused tat i'm gonan be MIA until skool starts.